But no matter how, i wont forget that, i already have someone who loves me for who i am. I cant even think of leaving him & i cant even imagine my life without that someone. For me, past is past & yes, the feeling of longing for that something will always pass by me every now & then. But thats how life works.
Our life is somehow like a movie. We press the button play, the movie will smoothly play & tell us the story. But we must have some parts that we really love to watch & once we feel like we want to watch that particular part, we will press the button rewind & the beautiful parts are playing & make us happy. To skip the bitter moments, we will quickly push the forward button & voilla, we have reached the part where there is where everybody is playing their part.
Was i talking about something or someone? Does it really matter now? Something - it could be your bantal busuk, your pets or anything. Someone - must be someone who was once close to you, who has always been your shoulders & ears, someone who was once very special to you.
But now, im happy for myself. Eventhough i always fight with my precious Alie, we know we will work things out. Sorry baby, most of the time, i am the one whose being the pain in the ass. :) But i thank you for still wanting me, for still want to be with me after all this while. I love you, i miss you already. And i will always remember what was once said to me, "Dia sayang Ofy sangat, dia sanggup buat apa sahaja untuk Ofy, dia ikut je apa Ofy nak". I love you, bbbbbbbbbb! Come back here, cepat sikit! :'(