Monday, November 30, 2009

Study study, finals!

Hello, I am currently in the studying mode.

I know im lame.
Everybody is having their semester break while ill be having my finals in 2 days.
-______________-'


First paper - Introduction to Business - 2nd December
Second paper - Malaysian Studies - 5th December
Third paper - General Language for Training - 7th December

then, HOLIDAYYYYYYYY for a month. :)



Okay, got to continue studying now. Bye.

P/S : Wish me luck! :)

Friday, November 27, 2009

Boo - ring!

Had a great Eid Adha with extended family.

Went for lunch at Mama Chik's
Tea at Che Yah's &
Early dinner with Baby<3 at KLCC before he left for CH

It was a great gathering just now. *Got to see Syasya after soooooooo long! :) Sya, Ofy nak ikut pegi Jakarta!*

Me : Ma, ofy nak pegi dulu. Everybody can fit in one car kan?
Mama : Nak pegi jumpa Alie la tu? *while looking at Kakak*
Kakak : Biar lah diaaaa. *while smiling & half laughing. lol*
Me : Okay, bye everybody!


HAHA, alie kata Mama comel. :)



& now im home with Mok & Boboy.
Everybody is out for a karaoke session with the cousins.
Am too lazy & tired to follow.

Baby, i miss you already!<3

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Blow me a kiss.

To me, its all his fault.
To him, i cant understand him & i always spoil his mood.

So whats the solution?

I guess ill just sit back, relax & let him be. :)
Not because i dont love you, its because i love you too much.



P/S : Kesian, you duduk hostel sorang sorang. Takpe lah, if sempat, ill come visit you tomorrow evening. Jangan naughty naughty. :|
PP/S : Btw, Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha to all. :)

I AM HURT.

I AM DONE.

WITH EVERYTHING.


I AM TIRED.

OF EVERYTHING.



GOODBYE WORLD, MAY YOU ALL HAVE A BLAST AIDIL ADHA.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Special post.

Today i went out with my beloved boyfriend. Went to Ikea for lunch, Wangsa Maju for my dentist appointment & Gardens for movie *we watched A Christmas Carol, it was not bad*. I got home around 1050pm and managed to watch Sekar at 11pm on Astro Prima. :) Okay, heres what i really want to write about.


I watched Sekar & i was like so affected by what Rimba did to Sekar. Okay to cut the story short, he like cut the papers, fold them & make them into lots of boats or yachts or whatever you want to call them lah. The boats were arranged in a room, with lights & stuffs. Omg, comel, sumpah! I wish i had that kind of experience. Then Rimba proposed to Sekar by asking Sekar to open up one of the boats and a ring fell down. Pastu Rimba cakap cakap la merepek merepek. Ceh. & setiap boat tu tertulis setiap benda yang Rimba suka dekat Sekar. :) Comel tak comel tak? Comel kan? Okay dah diam je Sofia. Kata pun cerita. Suka romantic lebih lebih. Hihihi. Kan best i pernah dapat rasa benda benda sweet yang boyfriend i buat dekat i. *Oh b, i dont expect you to do that kind of thing, i just hope for it. :)*


Oh & i was browsing through one of the blogger's blog. & i found this *the quotes from movie The Perfect Man :- 
 

A guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot. A guy who calls you back even though you just hung up on him. A guy who thinks you are perfect even though he knows the worst things about you. A guy who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. A guy who kisses your forehead. A guy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in a t-shirt and sweats. A guy who holds your hand in front of his friends. A guy who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup. The one who is constantly reminding you of how much he loves you and how lucky he is to have you. The one who turns to his friends and says "That's her". :') *How i wish your friends know me before they judge me. What are their problems? They dont even know me to hate me. & if they can hate me, why cant i hate them too? :)*


Ok now heres a confession *or confessions* that id like to make. I dont expect you to text me 24/7 and not to have your own time with friends. I dont expect you to always look for me when im missing. I dont expect you to be with me 24/7. I dont expect you to always love me & show your love towards me every now & then. I dont expect you to show off to people that you have me. I dont expect you to bring me along with you when you go & hang out with you friends. I dont expect you to always call me 24/7. I dont expect you to always be romantic. I dont expect you to take care of me as if im a 5 year old child. I dont expect you to be like someone elses boyfriend. I dont expect you to bring me to places that only we are there. I dont expect you to take me to a perfect fairy tale kind of dates. I dont expect you to make me feel like im in a fairy tale. I dont expect you to kiss me, hold me, touch me like i want you to. But baby, i just hope for them to happen. Sometimes. :) I know life is no fairy tale, & thats why i am now facing the reality. Its enough for me to have those pictures in my head. I know it wont happen anyway.




 


Okay dah, its time to help my baby out. MSN time. Toodles! :)

Monday, November 23, 2009

Come home - One Republic ft Sara Bareilles, current fav! :)

Oh, psst. You know what? I miss you a lot. No no no, not you, its YOU! :)

Oh im sleepy. Im gonna go sleep now. Saje menggedik nak blogging jugak. Hehehehe.

Haih, Alie ni dapat kawan lupa girlfriend siod. Dah la bye. Good night.

P/s : i pun nak la kadang kadang lupa dia. Hihihi

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Oh well, what to do.

ALHAMDULILLAH.

So far, we managed to go through everything. We fight a lot, we argue a lot too. Of course both of us are tired of those fights but what to do. Thats how we express our love. Kan b? :) Love you.


Sofia + Alie 


=


Full of drama


P/S : Hihihi, i know you cant live without me. Right, ma boy? :D
PP/S : Arlina, kita rindu awak gila babi la sial! Tak nak jumpa ke? Btw, good luck for your finals k? Sayang awak.

Friday, November 20, 2009

:)



Yes, the pictures of our outing to KLCC. :) 
It was fun, yes. 



P/S : Ill give you space. Think about it carefully, deeply. If you want to let me go, let me know. If not, please show some respect & appreciation. I love you. I miss you.

Fuck you, fuck everybody.

Yay, my last class for this semester is tomorrow!
& then ill enjoy my study week by having outings & study time. :)

Oh, im confused.
I dont know what to say.
Youre different.
But whatever it is, i still love you.
I hope you know that.
No matter what, youll always be my everything. :'(

& oh!
Had fun today with my ex-schoolmates.
I missed you guys, so much.
Thanks for the day. :)
Ill upload the pictures later if i feel like want to.


P/S : Im crying when i type this post. Fuck, why am i so sensitive? Period dah habis. :'(

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Karma.

Are you afraid that karma will strike one day?
I do.
& i do believe in karma.
Karma is bad, really bad.

Okay, moving on.

I love my boyfriend so much!
I never feel so much love towards him like right now. :)
Baby, good luck mid term!


P/S : CEPAT LA KAYAAAAA BBBB. :P

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I want my Jason Mraz, my very own! :)

Its maybe nearly 3 am now & i am yet still awake.
The boyfriend is busy with his friends & i am being abandoned. :(
Im online-ing using the phone now & its not fun.
I am in need of a lot of *kaching kaching* money because i want to shop!!!
& i seriously need to get my butt & head to go & focus on studies as im having my finals in 2 weeks time? *way to go, Sofia!*

Okay la, im sleepy already. Nightttt! xoxo

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Second Month<3

We made it.
Happy Second Month, Baby! <3
or we can say, Happy 13th Month? :)

I know we have gone through a lot. Plus minus the things that we used to share & all. Im glad that we are still together. Im glad we got back together. I know we both have our flaws & all. But i love you as you are. I want to be with you till the end of my life, insyaAllah. & now i know we are not in a good term now, & thats why i want to make a vow to you. *most of our arguements & fights caused by me. :(*

I promise you : Ill be truthful to you. Ill listen to you. I wont raise my voice towards you. I takkan kurang ajar dengan you dah. I akan dengar cakap you, i akan cakap lemah lembut dengan you *which i know its a bit impossible but ill try. :)*. I akan simpan duit untuk kita, you too okay? I akan cepat cepat kuruskan badan so that you dah tak payah pandang perempuan lain sebab girlfriend you dah cukup cantik manis meletup hot comel & the list goes on *okay nak muntah, silakan! HAHA*. Apa lagi you nak? Oh, i akan memahami you. Ill give you your time, & i bet ill have my time too kan. With friends & family. && b, dont ever say that i dont love you. Because you can see, how much i love you. What have i done to make this relationship keep going on strong. I tak nak i hilang you for another time. 

I love you b, dont leave me.
& i still want to keep on counting the days on being with you. :')
Love you, love you. XXOO


Pssst,
Ipod is coming soon. Jangan rakus. Ive promised, ill work for it. :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Memories exist to haunt.



Its not fair. Its not fair. I tried to erase all that, but i just cant. I just couldnt do it.

Everytime i look at those places, it reminds me of those memories.
Everytime i look at those pictures, it brings me to the past.
Everytime i have those dreams, it hits me that i was once hope for it to happen.

I wont lie. I wont deny. I miss those times. I miss you. I miss them. I miss all that. But all of those things make me stronger today. I wish life is as easy as 1 2 3 or A B C. I wish i knew everything that would happen in the future. But if i do, it wont make my life as interesting as it is now, no?

I may not be the happiest lady alive but i am living my life to the fullest. Ill be giving everybody their needs & wants. Dont worry about me, im 18. I can take care of myself. I can always be alone. I dont need anybody. For now, ill let everybody be on their own. Especially YOU. :) All those memories may haunt me as much as it could everyday, but im happy i have you. I wouldnt want me to go back to the past because i like how my life is now & i want you to always be in the future with me. Whoever that person may be.

Wait, i think ive lost my words & my power to write further. I am starting to write craps here. So ill stop here. I shall have my beauty sleep now. Alie is asleep, i should too. Good night, people. :)

Friday, November 13, 2009

Saje saje nak post.

I SUKA DIORANG TAKUT DENGAN I.
SO THAT MEANS, DIORANG TAHU SIAPA I. :)

& I HATE FEW OF YOUR FRIENDS.
YES, I DO. SO WHAT? :)



Dah diam ah Sofia. Nak capslock bagai. Melampau. Ok dah, nak tidur. Bye.

Me & you.

This morning, i typed something. Wanted to post something up. Through my phone. I thought i saved it up already, but i didnt actually. -______-'

Maybe its a sign. :) Its okay, i understand.


P/S : I love you, b. :D
PP/S : I miss you, Arlina. :'(
PPP/S : Friends *Iylia, Yakult, Saiful, Arlina, Nazrin, Azie*, lets do a reunion shall we? I miss you guys. :'((

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Alie, alie, baby!



Sepoyo mana pun you, sejahat mana pun you, segedik mana pun you ...


Youll always be the one that ill love, forever!

I sayang you, i rindu you dah. :'(

Monday, November 9, 2009

I miss ....

everything.

Dad, please change.
Arlina, please come home.
Baby, i love you & miss you even more each day.
Friends, i miss those days.
YC clans, lets do a reunion. :(

I seriously am missing everything, everybody.

Blame this PMS thingy. Kesian boyfriend i kena deal dengan i. :'/

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Its getting dull.

Cried today, after so long keeping everything to myself. Cried in the car while i was with beloved boyfriend, had some arguments with him. Cried while he was eating & i was only drinking plain water *siap bersumpah tak nak makan lagi sebab emo sangat if i tak makan dengan dia. bersumpah tak nak makan. LAME, I KNOW! tapi lapar sangat, dah dipaksa makan oleh Alie tercinta. :)* OH, today was the first time i saw Alie cried, like he was crying really hard. Teresak esak. My boyfriend so tiutttt. :') I cried all day yaw *padahal 2 3 hours je bersama* when was with him, ish. Silap sendiri, padan muka terus tak dapat nak spend time, hilang mood Alie, terus dihantar pulang. :'( Oh well, i think i cried because of few reasons.

1. Of course because of the arguments with mon cherie. :)
2. PMS -_- I just got my period today. Hoooorayyyy! *muka sengal*
3. Family problems.
4. I hate being alone at home because after sent Alie home, i had to be alone again. Hish.


Okay lari topic jom. Hmm. I think i need some theraphy. I need to shop. I need to buy new clothes, new shoes, new sandals, new handbags. Im getting bored with my clothes day by day. Dah tak tahu nak pakai apa pergi college. Baju kurung je la, memandangkan i have lotsssssssssss of baju kurung in my closet. Jadi budak ayu & baik & innocent once in a while, tak salah kan? -_______-' Abah, can i have extra money? To buy all those things that i mentioned? Pretty please? *muka comel*

Okay shut up Sofia. Go eat. Im hungry people. Oh have to wake Nurazihanie Mahamood up at 230am. Mimpi apa la budak tu suruh I kejut dia. :) Tapi takpe, i budak baik. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Chipmunk chipmunk!

While im bored to death being alone at home, i asked Azie to accompany me. We had a video call but her webcam wasnt moving so it was like, i am the only one whos moving & excited for video calling. -_- 

Azie was so excited to make me speak & i was so blur why. But i, being the great friend, followed what she asked me to do. She recorded something & i swear it was so funny! MY VOICE TRANSFORMED TO BE A VOICE OF A CHIPMUNK! HAHAHAHA :D Click here to listen & watch the video. 

Oh im alone now still. Till Sunday maybe. Im bored. Entertain meeeeeeeeeeeeee. Okay now im going to entertain myself by watching TV. Byeeee. :)


P/S : It makes sense now. My name used to be CIP. Nazrin used to be LAN & Arlina used to be KIM. These names we used back at YC. Oh i miss those days. :') Okay continue, now it makes sense la sebab suara dah macam Chipmunk. Nama pun CIP. OKAY LA TU! HAHA :)

Friday, November 6, 2009

Everything happens for a reason.

Im trying not to think about anything.

Oh, we have finished our posters for GLT. We will be presenting it on Monday. :) Done it with the help of Sya. Uswah, me & Sya did it at my house on Wednesday. & we spent 12 hours together. Its a record! Heee.

Thursday, at home. Had a 10 hour sleep because eyes hurt. Cried before sleep. In the evening, went to pick Nazrin & Alie up, went to Summit. Had dinner at Subway & a karaoke session with them at Song Box. :) Had fun, thanks guys.


Well, i know if im stress, my mom is more stress. If im sad, shes everything. I know shes strong. Hold on there mom, you have us. :') We will get through everything together. Hanya mampu berdoa, everything happens for a reason. Anyhow, i love everybody. I miss our old times. :'(


Bersyukur la korang, atas semua benda. Kalau i rasa i dah cukup malang, ada lagi yang lebih malang dari i. I hanya perlu bersyukur dan teruskan hidup. Doakan la untuk kami. :( Semoga Allah berkati kami semua.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !

I
HATE
YOU


SUMPAH! 


:'((

CAN I JUST HAVE A NORMAL LIFE, FOR A DAY?

I AM SO STRESS! I HATE YOU! DONT DO THAT TO MY MOM, DONT DO THAT TO MY SISTERS! IF YOU REALLY CARE, YOU COME HOME, LEAVE THOSE WOMEN, TAKE CARE OF US, PAY BACK ALL OF THOSE WRONGS YOU HAVE DONE! PLEASE, MY MOTHER HAS FEELINGS. SHE IS DOING & DID A VERY GOOD JOB. SHES BEING A GREAT MOTHER TO US. SHE IS. YOU JUST HAVE TO LET IT GO, WE ARE ALL GROWN UPS NOW. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! STOP ALL OF IT!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Happy, we are.

I JUST LOVE YOU BABY, SO MUCH!

Im sorry if i dah takut takutkan you. I dont know, why i felt so wrong nowadays. Rasa macam nak mati dah. Oh tidak! No! Tak cukup beramal ibadat lagi. Tak nak masuk neraka. :'(

Baby, i love you okay? Jangan cari lain, unless kalau i dah tak ada. -_- I love you sangat! I just cant get enough of you. Im happy with where we are going now, we are happy. Im glad! I hope it will always be like this, till the last day of us. :')

Monday, November 2, 2009

Wouldnt it be nice ....

Wouldnt it be nice if i could spend a day alone with you.

Wouldnt it be nice if i can be in your arms now.

Wouldnt it be nice if we are different.

Wouldnt it be nice if i just forget about all this wouldnt it be nice thing-ee & just sleep!


Got class tomorrow at 830am, have to wake Alie up at 8am, & class ends at 3pm.

B, NAK JUMPA ESOK PLEASE? :'(

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Few hours moreeeee. :)

Hello everybody! Its been 3 days since my last post. So ill start posting with my day yesterday - 31st October 2009.

11am - 230pm - waiting for Dad to take things for grandma to be taken to Terengganu
3pm - Clean up my room, change the bed sheet, comforter & all :)
6pm - Went to Uswahs & did our GLT assignment, picked Azie up around 615pm & chit chatt-ed until 8pm
8pm - After being forced by Azie & Uswah, i went to KFC USJ 20 with them and had our dinner by using    the voucher i have that was given by Sya.
930pm - Went home and waited for Kakak & Nyna
1030pm - Me, Kakak, Nyna & Mama went to Pyramid to watch movie & have dinner
11pm - Bought This Is It by MJ tickets, went to A&W to eat. Sadly theres no more waffle. :'(
1130pm - Watched the movie till 130am
130am - Went home, sleepppp!

Note : If only the final concert of MJ is to be held. :( I am now officially one of his fan. Hes funny, fun, cool, he knows what he wants & all. I love you, eventhough its too late. But youll always be in your fans hearts. :') RIP MJ.

Note Num 2 : OH! I made a deal with Nazrin. To only eat dates! Diet babe. :) Mula mula, we will make the dates as our snacks. Then after a while, the dates will be our breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper! :) & no more rice for us. It has been a month since i last eat rice. :') B, jom lepas ni teman i beli kurma okay? I know you want your girlfriend to be pretty. Hihi :D


1st November : -

Its a great day for me as i woke up by receiving a text message from the boyfriend saying,
" Selamat pagi cinta ;)
maaf semalam tertidur :-| saya odw to katering. :) love you :-* "

Thanks baby, ikut cakap. I love you! You made me smile when i received your text message. :) Cant wait to see him! Hes on his way back with his friends. From CH to here. Miss you baby! Cepat la sampaiiiii. :D