Thursday, December 16, 2010

My own perfect people!






Something happened last night. & at first I only had a very creepy & stupid conversation with Iylia Adreena alone. Turned out, after a while, I got text messages & calls from Arlina Arshad, Nik Mohd Syafiq & Saiful Anwar Mubarok. & those tweets from Nazrin Abdul Wahid & them people who were so worried about me. Azihanie Mahamood was also there for me. I seriously feel so loved with their concerns. They really proved to me that they are my forever bestestestest friends! They are basically my siblings that I chose. Our 6 years of friendship is still standing strong. Im thankful for having them. Eventhough we only get to see each other once in a while & most of the time is when they are having their sem break, I still think they are always there for me. Like people say, "Jauh di mata dekat di hati." Once we see each other, everything just seems so perfect. Thanks so much, for everything you guys. I love you guys, forever & always. <3


KAU ADA KAWAN MACAM NI? AKU ADA! :D

Sunday, November 28, 2010

0216am.

I went for a Mamak session with a group of friends. A friend of mine is kind of in a crisis now. Talked about things, then suddenly he replied my tweet, the one that I asked him to be strong. He asked me, 'Will you be my girlfriend? Pwease?!!!' Guess what? Immediately, my heart seems to be longing for that sentence since February. Yes, Ive been waiting for that very sentence alone, from someone that Ive been waiting for since then. I replied the tweet with 'omg someone is asking me to be his girlfriend! Lolololx!' HAHAHA :) He replied me with 'can u? I really need you right now.' Asked him how badly he needs me, then he replied again with 'need you like no else needs you.' Then we talked, he said, I cant even remember how does it feel when someone said that to me. Then it hit me, its been a while since Mister said those sweet things to me. I remember, seriously, January till February were the only times he said those things. I also cant remember how happy it could make me when someone told me that. You know, the feeling you get when someone asks you to be his? The feeling you get when someone tells you he loves you? The feeling you get when someone tells you he doesnt want to lose you? I miss that feeling. Now, what I get is always mixed feelings. Insecurities. Heartbreaks. I dont know whether Mister still feels the same way like he did then. Fyi, Mister is not my boyfriend. Hes someone that Im in love with. I dont know where I stand in his heart, but in mine, he is like my boyfriend. Hes at par with the boyfriend title. We are kind of like in an open relationship, to him. But to me, Ive given my full commitment to him. The only thing is, I dont acknowledge him as my boyfriend & most of the people dont know about us. I know, it hurts. Because when he leaves, he will leave just like that. But whats cooler is, I love him too much to walk away. He has given me the greatest of all bittersweet memories all my life. He has been my priority. Ive given him all my heart. The only thing I want from him is to be treated equally. I gave him my time, love & heart. But what I get? Nothing. I dont know what else could be done. Maybe he has put a spell on me, maybe just maybe, hes the one. I dont know. What I know, I WANT HIM TO BE MINE. But the reason that we cant be together is because hes afraid of what others may think of him. Yea, I get it. But why bother? Hm. Maybe Im being too emotional because Im at the time of the month. Or maybe Im lack of love. Sigh. I want us to be together. So that, people will know I have you. You have me. You used to say that you dont want anybody else other than me. You know what? That was the best feeling. Now? I dont think Im that important to you anymore. Im nowhere near your heart. How I wish I could turn back time. & erase all those mistakes. Sorry if this entry bothers you. I gotta let everything out somewhere & here is the perfect place for me. Thanks, Blog. Youre always there. I love you. 


P/S : To YOU, I hope I didnt offense you in any ways. I just wanna let things out. I love you. & how beautiful my life would be if I could really call you mine. :')
PP/S : I promise myself, after you, there wont be another guy. At least after I know that guy really can make me the happiest woman alive by calling me his. Without even thinking of what the society may thinks. :)

Monday, November 15, 2010

November.

Its November already. How time flies. :) & what I know, Ive been through a lot this year. & I mean it! Ive been up, all the way up & down, to the utmost down. But nothing makes me stronger than whatever has happened to me. Of course I dont lead a perfect life. But at least, Ive got everything/everybody that I needed, with me. Always. Forever. As for my family, so much has happened between us all. But Ill always love them. Because whatever it is, they will always be the one who will always be there for me through whatever. Friends? They are the best! They helped me to get through my hardest times & they are always there to put a smile to my face. Love you guys to bits. & as for the love life? :) It is complicated. But what I know, he is always there for me. & he loves me. Yes, I dont deny that weve been arguing, fighting, not talking & even hit each other every now & then. But hes still there. Here. With me. We are still standing strong. & yes, we are still not exclusive. We are still having that SECRET relationship. If its even a relationship because I dont really know where we stand. But what the heck? Whats important is I know his closed ones know about me. & my friends & family know about us. :') Hmmph. I feel that this year has been ticking too fast. Sigh. :') Im in Sem 4 already & having finals in less than one month time. Everything is different but Im loving it. & OH I NEED A VACATION! Seriously, that would really complete my 2010. Okay bye. Gonna study now. By the way, you can find me on Tumblr & Twitter. :D Follow me. Have a great 2010, Loves. <3

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Happy 19th, Nurazihanie Mahamood.

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BLOGSPOTTTTTTTTT! :D :D
Waddup? :D







Okay, I know its 21st October 2010 but the reason Im posting this post is for a birthday shout out to Nurazihanie Mahamood. :) We gave her a surprise to her on 17th October 2010, a day early as Saiful & Iylia had to go back to UiTM to settle their college stuffs. Well, I hope, WE hope you loved the surprise, Azie! :) & too bad Syafiq & Arlina werent there. If not, we will be complete. <3 Anyways, HAPPY BELATED AGAIN AZIE! Hope youll lead a great & blessed life ahead. Thanks for being the best girlfriend ever! Love you & rock onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! :P 


P/S : We were so creative. Instead of flour, we used serbuk kunyit, curry & soda. :P

Monday, October 18, 2010

Bullsh*t!

Im feeling a lil bit light-headed. Im down. Im stressed out. Ive been crying. These past week, hasnt been a good one for me. Weve been fighting/arguing A LOT. We make up then we argue again. Its been like that for every single day. Im seriously so very tired of this shit. Youve hurt me so much, so many times. Youve been saying that you want to move on from me. You want to end this thing. Now it got me thinking that you really want it. You did say that you love me, but is this how you show someone that you love her? Youve changed. Youre no more the guy that I used to say 'Hey, Im sure he loves me. I trust him. Aww, hes so sweet. Oh, he would do that for me? Aww, he feels guilty, oh he really loves me.'. No more this guy now. Youve been that guy who couldnt care less on how would everything make me feel. I care about how you feel more than I care about mine. Like just now, why would you even lie to me? You said you were replying something but I could see from the reflection of your spectacles that youre actually ending 2 chats. Why would you even lie? Why did you even swear? Youve been lying to my face for too many times already. & Ive been that stupid blonde girl who actually forgive you everytime you do something wrong. Now Im positive that you really want to end things with me because you want to find somebody else. How could you even have the heart to do this kind of thing to me? What have I done to you? I know Im not perfect. & Im sure Im nobody near the girl whom you used to fall in love with. I used to be okay with whatever youre doing, whoever youre going out with. But seriously, tell me, how do I even trust you when youve cheated once on me? Thats unforgivable. Half of me asks me to move on & another half just ask me to break down & cry. I dont know which one to follow. I dont want to give up on you just yet because youre special. But if you really dont want me anymore, what more do I have to wait? Youre giving me those mixed signals. Half of me says you really love me & want me in your life but you have your reasons on doing that to me. & another half says that I really have to move on from you. Oh God, help me please. I dont want to be caught in such situation anymore. Sigh. & I promise myself, after you, I wont get anywhere near attachment. Not going anywhere near love. Im done. Im done with all this bullshit.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Last man.

Hello, earthlings! ;)

Its 1035pm, Wednesday, 25th August 2010. & at this time, im at the dinner table, looking at this screen of my red HP netbook, with many things going around in my head. All the good & bad things. Memories. Future plans. The faces of my loved ones, the past. Everything. Everything is gather around now, talking and making conversations with me. But i, i decided not to care, i decided to blog. About the only thing that ive been feeling, that what makes me feel so happy & alive. About this one particular man. A man that ill never get enough of. So, feel free to read or maybe just close this window. Because i know this has got nothing to do with anyone. But im just feeling like sharing something, with my blog as ive been abandoning it for more than a month. :)


I tweeted just now, on Twitter. The tweet goes like this ; "After you, I promise ill never love again. No matter what happens, you'll be the last. That's how big my love to you is. #SFM :)"

Its true. Im sure, after you, ill never find another perfect man for me ever again. Im not denying, of course if ever youll be leaving me, someone will come, enter my life & colours it again. But i promise you, youll be the last man im going to love. With all my heart. Youre just different. Of course there was a bunch of guys that have been in my life. But to be compared to you? They are just the passerbys, that brought me to you. & i must thank them, actually. Ive loved, ive been hurt, ive been aware of what love means & brings. But you. You are so different from them. There you were, gave me a whole new meaning to my life. Sure, you did break my heart, you made me into tears, you made me angry, everything. & sure, we do have ups & downs, but still, we managed to get through EVERYTHING smoothly. & none of the obstacles, none of them would be the reasons for me to leave you behind. Nothing would make me want to move on from you. I dont care what others say. I dont care, at all. Because to me, whats important is, for me to be happy with you. You bring out the best in me. You make me feel alive, happy. Youve changed my whole perspectives of life. You love me for who i am. You love my flaws. You love me genuinely. I know, im not a perfect lady for you. But who are we kidding here? Who is actually perfect? Im happy with you, youre happy with me. We are both comfortable with each other, we complete each other. What more to ask? :) Nobody would ever get to break me apart from you. Ive learned to live with you by my side, always. So now tell me? How do i learn to live without you? Well, im sure, one day, we will be apart. But i promise you, youll always be close to my heart. Nothing is forever & as we are still together now, promise me, to cherish every second that we got with each other? Because every little nano second is important & meaningful to me. Thank you, for everything. Youll always be MY MAN. The owner of my heart, now, always & forever. :') 

I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD MEANT THIS MUCH TO ME. 
Je t'aime, mon cheri! ;) 


Yours truly. ♥

P/S : Happy 1st year, 170810. :)

Monday, July 19, 2010

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!

GOTCHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

I have none.

Okay, bye! :)

Oh yeah, its 19th July.
Its Arlina Arshad's big day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TWIN! 




ILOVEYOU. :)

Saturday, July 17, 2010

AFTER A MONTH.


Hello, PEEPS! :)

Im back. But im sure im not gonna update as frequent as i used to update anymore. Ive passed the phase where id die if i didnt blog for one day. Heh. Im now on Twitter everyday. So, do follow me there ; @SofiaMohsen. :) Anywaysssssssssssss. Hows everybody doing? Im doing great. For the past one month that i didnt blog, ive been so blessed with so much things. So much things have happened in my life. From worst to great.  Too much to update each & every single thing. I thank God for everything. Hmph. & im loving July already. So many events to attend, so many works to do. Ahh, what a life! Blissful life. :') & those pictures up there are a bit of events that happened in my life. Great aint it, when you actually can tell people how happy you are? 2010 so far has been the toughest & greatest year ever. I really cant predict whats gonna happen next. Im waiting patiently for whatever awaits me. Of course it wont be one easy route for me but at least i hope for an interesting one! :D Lets hope for a better days ahead for all of us, shall we? Enjoy life to the fullest! We may not know whats gonna happen to us tomorrow so make sure you appreciate today as its gonna be your last day on earth. 

XXOO


P/S : OH YEAH! I am now bracessless already! :( After nearly 3 years living life with bracess, im feeling the awkwardness not wearing braces. & I MISS BRACIE BRACES ALREADY. 

Thursday, June 17, 2010

BBS ; Be Back Soon.

I HAVE LOST MY INTEREST IN BLOGGING! :S
SO i guess, ill be back.
Soon, i hope!

Till then, TAKE CARE & HAVE A GREAT 2010, everybody!
:D :D :D



From, 
Yours Truly.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

GBS FOR LIFE!

Hello everybody. Well, it has been a week, more or less, since i last update this blog. Mhm before i go a lil bit further, let me welcome June & wish you guys HAPPY JUNE first. I hope June is gonna treat me good because i had a very good opening for it, so far. :) Well, my May was hectic. It was a little bumpy at first but i got through it very well & i managed to still smile & laugh until now. Thanks for those who involved. :D

Well, as you all can see, i dont really have that much friends. & i dont mind not having thousands of friends because i know, the friends i have now are enough to keep me smile & worth keeping for the rest of my life. Of course there are times we dont feel like talking & seeing each other, there are also times where we dont get along so well, have the fights & arguments, but hey! Who are we kidding here? Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pula, kawan - kawan dari FORM2. :) Whatever it is guys, please do know that i really love you guys so much! You guys are my GBS for life. No matter what happens, i want us to keep this friendship till we all get married, have grandkids & all. :) 

Saiful came late, so hes missing in this picture. 
My GBS
*I City, 3rd June*

Friday, May 28, 2010

I miss you.

Sofia, can i say something?
What? :O 
I miss you, seriously!! :'(
Sumpah?!
Sumpah


You cant imagine how this made my day. I miss you too! So much. :'( & i hope i could be with you right at this very second to hug you. But its okay! I shall see you soon, love! :S

Friday, May 21, 2010

Thursday + GBS = Fun!


Went for lunch at Strawberry Field with them & had to wait for 3 hours for NOTHING! & yes we are still annoyed by YOU, Mister Saiful Anwar Mubarok. Change your attitude please, thank you! :) After that, went to Amp Square at Pyramid for a 3 hours karaoke session. & yeap, we had a very good nearly 9 hours together. Thanks for the lovely day & next plan ; AIR TERJUN please? :D 


P/S : Sumpah rugi, Azie + Arlina + Saiful for not joining. We missed you guys. :')

Monday, May 17, 2010

True love story.

I cant promise you forever. Neither can you. 
I cant promise you happily ever after. Neither can you.
I cant promise you marriage. Neither can you.
I cant promise you im the one. Neither can you.

But what i can promise you ;
My love for you is never fading. 
You would always be my hero.
My everyday life, revolves around you.
My happiness is always depend on yours.

I believe in fate, i believe in destiny.
One day, youll come to realize, that what we have is everything you ever wanted.
What if we are meant to be? 
I dont want to fight the fate, i hope you dont too.
I love you, no reasons needed. 
I know its pure, its love & not lust.
Because i just love you & nothing could make the love disappear. 
We have great chemistry, we understand each other, we complete each other.
This aint no opposite attract, this aint no game.
This aint no fairytale, this aint no drama.
This is a true love story, of moi & you.
Ill be waiting, even though ill be called the stupidest creature on earth.
Because this is the real deal, love makes us crazy. 

Lastly, I love you so much, Mister Alligator. ♥

Sunday, May 9, 2010

M is for Mother.

Happy Mothers Day, Radziah Ismail ! 

I love you.
Youre the best, the coolest!
Thanks & sorry for everything!
xxoo

Saturday, May 8, 2010

When In Rome.

I love Josh Duhamel, by the way. :) 

Well, I watched this movie last Tuesday & guess what? It made me cried. Lame right? I know. I think its my first time crying watching an English romantic comedy. To top it off, at cinema. -_-' & it wasnt just for a while. I cried when the movie started for 20 minutes till it finished. I told my sister, Wewin I cried when I watched this movie. She was surprised & she said when she watched this movie, her heart smiled & you know that kind of feeling, those berbunga bunga feeling? Yea, she felt that. & Saktia didnt cry too. I guess Im just one lame & loser girl for crying while watching this movie. Hahaha. This movie was good. I mean, worth watching lah. :) Oh & actually, I cried because I could actually felt what that girl feels in the movie. The only difference between me & that girl, in the end, she got the boy she wanted but me? Im still standing here, alone. :') Not having a happy ending. Hihi. Well, I posted this just to humiliate myself & tell you guys I cried watching a romantic comedy. -_-' & my best friend laughed at me for crying when I watched this movie. Ah whatever! Only me understands. :') Okay bye!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Finals over!

I dont know why but I dont seem to find the perfect reason for me to blog here anymore. 
I have my own private place where I could tell everything to.
I have my own people to tell my secrets to.
What more would I wish for? 

I have everything that I needed, for now.
Not really, I want you but I never get the chance to fulfill that one hope & dream.

Ill be back soon, with something I hope. 
Ill update the Fashion blog once ive found the right time.

I miss my GBS, like so much!

&&& OH,
IM DONE WITH FINALS!! :D

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Merepeeeeeeeeek kerepek kentang.

Good morning, mother Earth & the creatures! :) 

Today i have Business Communication paper later at 2pm. Now its 1122am. Was sleeping around 2am last night but i cant remember how. I was just lying down on my bed, suddenly its 645am and my head was already down half of the bed. Get what i mean or not? Ahh, malas nak explain. Hehe. So then i was so sleepy then i went back to bed. Now in a proper way of sleeping. Haha. Got up around 1030am thinking 'What day is it today? I dont have paper right?' Because the weather was soooooooooo nice if i continue sleeping. Seriously, it is still. I feel like going back to bed yaw. :( Okay, seriously i dont know why am i blogging about this. It feels like .... So wrong & stupid. Maybe this proves that i actually need a significant other? Bahahaha. Okay not. Im happy the way i am now. :) 

OH & YOU KNOW WHAT?! Iylia is sooooooo sweet! :') She can be like a mother to me already. Was so worried about me being all emotional on twitter & FB. :P Thanks darling. Im missing you guys more & more each day. Come back home to Mama please, fast! Pronto! Hehe.

Okay i think i better stop blogging now. Its getting more & more & moreeeeeeeee ridiculous. HAHA. Mhm & i have to prepare for paper later too. Lalalala. Tak sabarnya nak habisssssssssssssssss! OMGGGGGGGGGGGG! :)

Bye!

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

*HUGS*

I NEED A HUG & SOMEONE SAYING ;
"Its okay, Sayang! Everything is gonna be just fine. *with a kiss on my forehead*"
I need to be with someone who knows how to calm me down.
Someone who loves me & knows that my heart & myself is fragile.
I need someone! :(

Okay i sound so pathetic. Like a desperate girl like that kan? Shut up! Im not in a good mood & i think im so down right now. Plus, my best friend is getting the BB that ive been wanting for so long! Since last year! :'( Okay, not his fault. But still, he could have it first before me? No fair! :/ Okay, continue!

I NEED SOMEONE WHO IS WILLING TO BE WITH ME, DESPITE THE FLAWS THAT I HAVE!
Okay i think what i really need now is just HUGS, from my loved ones. 
I miss you guys. :'(
ArlinaAzieIyliaNazrinSaifulSyafiq

Azihanie has done it!

Yes, she has! She drove all the way to Kajang, for 2 days in a row! :D Im proud of her. Oh yes i am! Anyhow, i was crossing my fingers all the time that nothing bad would happen though. But i had to show her that i have faith in her. :P It was her first time driving a car after she got her license & i dare to say, she was pretty good for a newbie. Hihi. But still need to learn how to control the steering-wheel & park please! & she fell in love immediately with my baby BJR59 after her first driving session. How lame is that? Haha. & seriously, ive never seen a person so obsessed with driving like she is. So now, i have my own non-paid driver already. After this, ill just go & fetch her & we can switch places already. YAY YAY, MOM, DAD, I HAVE A DRIVERRRRRRRRRRR! :P

Kami orang tak sedar diri tengah final, boleh have fun lagi. -_-'
Oh & GBS, dont underestimate her arr, she has gone to KL already, fuiyo.
Kecik kecik cili api, yaw!
HAHA


P/S : Is this post proper enough for you, Miss Azihanie? -________-'

Sunday, April 25, 2010

It is time, maybe.


"It still got her thinking even though it has been quite awhile. How in the earth could you love two people at one time? You would say this to this one person then that to the other person. It got her thinking, do you really love this one person like how you told her? Because you know, her love towards you is so pure. If you really love her, you would still be with her & only her now. Despite the problems & complications youre facing, youre still gonna have her & only her. Because she has decided not to love somebody else, not to be with any other man. She has decided to think about you, about how youre gonna feel if she does anything. See, shes trying her very best to be with you. & to be strong for you. & to fake smiles & laughter for you & only you. To see you happy. Eventhough she isnt the reason youre happy now anymore. But like what others say, if you really love that one person, you must let him/her go. & we must not force somebody to be with us. & of course, thats what shes doing now. :’) She thinks she should stop. Stop all those feelings. Stop saying that she loves you, misses you, needs you & wants you. Its time."

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Finals for second sem.

HELLO HELLO :D :D 
Everybody seems so busy with finals these past few days huh? I am too. :) I have 6 papers for this sem & i hope i could get at least 3.00 so that i could redeem one nice meal! Hihi. 

Islamic Studies - 24th April
Financial Accounting 1 - 26th April
Business Communication - 28th April
Microeconomics - 30th April
Business Mathematics - 3rd May
Principles of Marketing - 4th May


OMG I CANT WAIT FOR SEMESTER BREAAAAAAAAAAAAK! 
I miss my GBS so much & i already have so much plans for us! :D :D 

P/S : Its my 200th post. Wowwwww! LOL.
PP/S : Good luck to everybody who is facing finals now. Hehe

Thursday, April 22, 2010

By courtesy of Tumblr. :)

She’s the girl that believes that what comes around goes around. The one that hopes for a better day. The one that won’t give up on you. She’s the girl that’s unlike the rest. The one that spent her days smiling, and her nights crying. She’s the girl that would love to be loved. The one that looks so damm strong, but feels so weak. She’s the girl that picks herself up every time she falls.

She doesn’t care if you call and wake her up in the middle of the night just to talk. She hates to argue but is good at it. Scary movies make her paranoid. She envies every cute couple. She doesn’t judge. She loves to draw little hearts on her notes. She’s free, all she want is to be happy. And lately all she can think about is you. You mean more to her than you know. She has so much faith, so don’t let go

I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. Bring me soup or orange juice when I’m sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he’d still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will kiss me in the pouring rain. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I’m on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I’ve got him soaked. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I’m sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.

Sometimes you’re afraid to become a couple because you’re afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they could have had. No one waits forever.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Marry me.

Courtesy of google.com

Hello, will you marry me?
Please?!
I promise you, ill make you feel happy!
Ill love you & only you.
You wont regret marrying me.
Ill give you everything.
I promise you, we will be happy, forever.
We can go honeymoon to Paris, London.
We can hold a beach wedding.
Ill make everything seems like a fairytale.
Marry me, on 4th February 2016 please?
I love you, dont disappoint me.

Oops!
I think this should have been said by a man to a woman right?
Ah screw that.
Its millennium now.
Modern world. :)



P/S : Sorry, too much caffeine & stress. Hihi. Oh yea, finals starting this Saturday.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Favourite guy in the world!


 ITS ABAH'S 53rd BIRTHDAY!
I know now things have changed, 360!
& i dont like whatever youre doing & whatever words come out from your mouth.
However, Mama taught us not to leave you behind.
Mama taught us not to stop calling you, Dad.
Mama taught us that whatever things happened, youll always be our Dad.
So, Abah, i think its time for you to make up your mind & see things differently.
Think & dont be blinded by those stupid & awful people/things.
I love you anyhow. 
Always & forever.
♥ 

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Stop for a while.

I think maybe ill stop blogging here for a while.
Im having a mood swing.
I think its PMS.
The red flag is cominggggggggggggg! :/
I feel happy for getting to tell everything to my private blog. :)
So ill keep on posting there.
*i hope YOU dont go log in my account everyday! please!*

Mhm, sebelum mengundurkan diri!

Happy 54th birthday beloved mother, Radziah Ismail ! 
I love you.
Youre the best mom, ever! 
Stay the way you are & your angels will always love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :D

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

:/

I finally had lunch at Full House. 
& thank you best friend, for everything! 
*Lunch, movie, the times. Im proud to say youre my best friend!*



MY FINALS IN LESS THAN 3 WEEKS! 
I should start being a nerd now, as in this very second! :/




P/S : Rasa bersalah. Dia ada hak nak marah. So what should i do? But i dont want to lose you.

Monday, April 5, 2010

The best! :)

I WAS ALONE YESTERDAY & GUESS WHO CAME TO MY HOUSE & GAVE ME A SLICE OF CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE? :D

SAW KAH CHIUN!

Thanks bestfriend, & yes the cake was my dinner. Sedih kan? Loser kan? :)

& Saw Jia Sheng made my day by telling me i look slimmer. *eventhough i know he was lying!*

All in all, i had a great 3 days birthday. :)


SAYA ADA BESTFRIEND HEBAT, AWAK ADA? :D
SAW KAH CHIUN, youre the best lah!



P/S : I had a great opening for April. Good start! I love you, April. :D

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Happy 19th to Moi. :)

Today, im officially 19. 4th April 2010.
I had 2 days early celebration & today, the exact birthday, im home. Uploading pictures, updating this & that. & have to study too for tomorrows test. But its worth it. This year was the greatest birthday ive ever had. Thanks friends, for the surprise, tepung & all. & ive never been this happy all my life. :') 

The first day, 2nd April 2010.
Had an arguement earlier of the day, around midnight with Saw Kah Chiun. Then around 730am, he texted & sounded veryyyyyy serious that he needed to see me. But he wanted to come around 1+, 2pm. But he was aware that i have class on Friday at 230pm. Then i waitedddddd until 230pm then only he came. I WAS NERVOUS, STRESSED OUT & INSERT ALL THE NEGATIVE THINGS YOU WANT. Then he brought me to Giant Putra Heights & i had lunch there. We were fighting, stressing out together, then around 4pm, he sent me home. & YES I WAS STILL STRESSED OUT because he didnt tell me anything. -_-' *& yes, i ditched Agama class just for them. Him. Oh whatever.* But i was excited because i actually got to go out with Azie earlier because she said she wanted to buy Iylias birthday present. *didnt know Azies plan was part of the plan too* Around less than 10 minutes after that, he called me then he said i left my things in his car. So then i was told to go out & take it. SUDDENLY, my GBS surprised me. Awh :') I was touched really but i cant cry anymore. Hihi. Mak penat menangis dah nyah. Hahah. They brought me cupcakes. I LOVE YOU GUYS! & thanks Saw Kah Chiun for being part of it. & later, we hung out at my house until around later in the evening then went to Summit after we fetched Arlina. & had cocktail at Iylias. Had fun that day. I love you guys! *hugs*



 3rd April 2010.
Invited some close friends & family for dinner at Wau Penyu, Solaris Dutamas. Then around 12am, they once again surprised me by that 'Flour Party'! Eventhough i was all covered up with flour, i still had fun & i love you guys. Yes, still! Hahaha. To those who didnt manage to come, its okay. Ill still love you guys too. & to those uninvited ones, sorry. I was given a limit. I love you guys too, nonetheless! <3


To sum it all up, i had fun on these 2 days early celebration! & today, being at home, lazying around, is worth it. Because the fun i had for the past 2 days was very tiring! Thanks to those who were part of it. Much love to you guys, from me! 19th birthday celebration is so far, the best celebration ive had! <3