Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Merepeeeeeeeeek kerepek kentang.

Good morning, mother Earth & the creatures! :) 

Today i have Business Communication paper later at 2pm. Now its 1122am. Was sleeping around 2am last night but i cant remember how. I was just lying down on my bed, suddenly its 645am and my head was already down half of the bed. Get what i mean or not? Ahh, malas nak explain. Hehe. So then i was so sleepy then i went back to bed. Now in a proper way of sleeping. Haha. Got up around 1030am thinking 'What day is it today? I dont have paper right?' Because the weather was soooooooooo nice if i continue sleeping. Seriously, it is still. I feel like going back to bed yaw. :( Okay, seriously i dont know why am i blogging about this. It feels like .... So wrong & stupid. Maybe this proves that i actually need a significant other? Bahahaha. Okay not. Im happy the way i am now. :) 

OH & YOU KNOW WHAT?! Iylia is sooooooo sweet! :') She can be like a mother to me already. Was so worried about me being all emotional on twitter & FB. :P Thanks darling. Im missing you guys more & more each day. Come back home to Mama please, fast! Pronto! Hehe.

Okay i think i better stop blogging now. Its getting more & more & moreeeeeeeee ridiculous. HAHA. Mhm & i have to prepare for paper later too. Lalalala. Tak sabarnya nak habisssssssssssssssss! OMGGGGGGGGGGGG! :)


Tuesday, April 27, 2010


"Its okay, Sayang! Everything is gonna be just fine. *with a kiss on my forehead*"
I need to be with someone who knows how to calm me down.
Someone who loves me & knows that my heart & myself is fragile.
I need someone! :(

Okay i sound so pathetic. Like a desperate girl like that kan? Shut up! Im not in a good mood & i think im so down right now. Plus, my best friend is getting the BB that ive been wanting for so long! Since last year! :'( Okay, not his fault. But still, he could have it first before me? No fair! :/ Okay, continue!

Okay i think what i really need now is just HUGS, from my loved ones. 
I miss you guys. :'(

Azihanie has done it!

Yes, she has! She drove all the way to Kajang, for 2 days in a row! :D Im proud of her. Oh yes i am! Anyhow, i was crossing my fingers all the time that nothing bad would happen though. But i had to show her that i have faith in her. :P It was her first time driving a car after she got her license & i dare to say, she was pretty good for a newbie. Hihi. But still need to learn how to control the steering-wheel & park please! & she fell in love immediately with my baby BJR59 after her first driving session. How lame is that? Haha. & seriously, ive never seen a person so obsessed with driving like she is. So now, i have my own non-paid driver already. After this, ill just go & fetch her & we can switch places already. YAY YAY, MOM, DAD, I HAVE A DRIVERRRRRRRRRRR! :P

Kami orang tak sedar diri tengah final, boleh have fun lagi. -_-'
Oh & GBS, dont underestimate her arr, she has gone to KL already, fuiyo.
Kecik kecik cili api, yaw!

P/S : Is this post proper enough for you, Miss Azihanie? -________-'

Sunday, April 25, 2010

It is time, maybe.

"It still got her thinking even though it has been quite awhile. How in the earth could you love two people at one time? You would say this to this one person then that to the other person. It got her thinking, do you really love this one person like how you told her? Because you know, her love towards you is so pure. If you really love her, you would still be with her & only her now. Despite the problems & complications youre facing, youre still gonna have her & only her. Because she has decided not to love somebody else, not to be with any other man. She has decided to think about you, about how youre gonna feel if she does anything. See, shes trying her very best to be with you. & to be strong for you. & to fake smiles & laughter for you & only you. To see you happy. Eventhough she isnt the reason youre happy now anymore. But like what others say, if you really love that one person, you must let him/her go. & we must not force somebody to be with us. & of course, thats what shes doing now. :’) She thinks she should stop. Stop all those feelings. Stop saying that she loves you, misses you, needs you & wants you. Its time."

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Finals for second sem.

Everybody seems so busy with finals these past few days huh? I am too. :) I have 6 papers for this sem & i hope i could get at least 3.00 so that i could redeem one nice meal! Hihi. 

Islamic Studies - 24th April
Financial Accounting 1 - 26th April
Business Communication - 28th April
Microeconomics - 30th April
Business Mathematics - 3rd May
Principles of Marketing - 4th May

I miss my GBS so much & i already have so much plans for us! :D :D 

P/S : Its my 200th post. Wowwwww! LOL.
PP/S : Good luck to everybody who is facing finals now. Hehe

Thursday, April 22, 2010

By courtesy of Tumblr. :)

She’s the girl that believes that what comes around goes around. The one that hopes for a better day. The one that won’t give up on you. She’s the girl that’s unlike the rest. The one that spent her days smiling, and her nights crying. She’s the girl that would love to be loved. The one that looks so damm strong, but feels so weak. She’s the girl that picks herself up every time she falls.

She doesn’t care if you call and wake her up in the middle of the night just to talk. She hates to argue but is good at it. Scary movies make her paranoid. She envies every cute couple. She doesn’t judge. She loves to draw little hearts on her notes. She’s free, all she want is to be happy. And lately all she can think about is you. You mean more to her than you know. She has so much faith, so don’t let go

I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me. Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. A boy who will sing to me at random moments. Who lets me sleep on his chest. I want a guy who will tell his family and friends all about me. Bring me soup or orange juice when I’m sick. I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic, but knows the right things to say at the right times. I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away. A boy who will apologize for calling too much, and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he’d still do it. A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say. A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then jump on me and kiss me a million times. Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game. Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh. A boy who will surprise me with 25 cent ring and we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum. Who will take me to the park, put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time. A boy who will kiss my neck, just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume. I want a boy who, at night, who will dance in his pajamas with me. A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me, someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake and who will play tag on the beach with me. A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches. Who will kiss me in the pouring rain. I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar, even if we just end up laughing at each other. I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair, share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends. Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends and someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up. I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there. Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years and who will make funny faces at me when I’m on the phone. I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family. I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movies together under the same blanket. Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I’ve got him soaked. I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious, that was also funny and make me promise not to laugh. A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can. I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I’m sick, and would play with my hair. But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me.

Sometimes you’re afraid to become a couple because you’re afraid of losing what you already have with that person. But life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they could have had. No one waits forever.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Marry me.

Courtesy of

Hello, will you marry me?
I promise you, ill make you feel happy!
Ill love you & only you.
You wont regret marrying me.
Ill give you everything.
I promise you, we will be happy, forever.
We can go honeymoon to Paris, London.
We can hold a beach wedding.
Ill make everything seems like a fairytale.
Marry me, on 4th February 2016 please?
I love you, dont disappoint me.

I think this should have been said by a man to a woman right?
Ah screw that.
Its millennium now.
Modern world. :)

P/S : Sorry, too much caffeine & stress. Hihi. Oh yea, finals starting this Saturday.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Favourite guy in the world!

I know now things have changed, 360!
& i dont like whatever youre doing & whatever words come out from your mouth.
However, Mama taught us not to leave you behind.
Mama taught us not to stop calling you, Dad.
Mama taught us that whatever things happened, youll always be our Dad.
So, Abah, i think its time for you to make up your mind & see things differently.
Think & dont be blinded by those stupid & awful people/things.
I love you anyhow. 
Always & forever.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Stop for a while.

I think maybe ill stop blogging here for a while.
Im having a mood swing.
I think its PMS.
The red flag is cominggggggggggggg! :/
I feel happy for getting to tell everything to my private blog. :)
So ill keep on posting there.
*i hope YOU dont go log in my account everyday! please!*

Mhm, sebelum mengundurkan diri!

Happy 54th birthday beloved mother, Radziah Ismail ! 
I love you.
Youre the best mom, ever! 
Stay the way you are & your angels will always love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :D

Tuesday, April 6, 2010


I finally had lunch at Full House. 
& thank you best friend, for everything! 
*Lunch, movie, the times. Im proud to say youre my best friend!*

I should start being a nerd now, as in this very second! :/

P/S : Rasa bersalah. Dia ada hak nak marah. So what should i do? But i dont want to lose you.

Monday, April 5, 2010

The best! :)



Thanks bestfriend, & yes the cake was my dinner. Sedih kan? Loser kan? :)

& Saw Jia Sheng made my day by telling me i look slimmer. *eventhough i know he was lying!*

All in all, i had a great 3 days birthday. :)

SAW KAH CHIUN, youre the best lah!

P/S : I had a great opening for April. Good start! I love you, April. :D

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Happy 19th to Moi. :)

Today, im officially 19. 4th April 2010.
I had 2 days early celebration & today, the exact birthday, im home. Uploading pictures, updating this & that. & have to study too for tomorrows test. But its worth it. This year was the greatest birthday ive ever had. Thanks friends, for the surprise, tepung & all. & ive never been this happy all my life. :') 

The first day, 2nd April 2010.
Had an arguement earlier of the day, around midnight with Saw Kah Chiun. Then around 730am, he texted & sounded veryyyyyy serious that he needed to see me. But he wanted to come around 1+, 2pm. But he was aware that i have class on Friday at 230pm. Then i waitedddddd until 230pm then only he came. I WAS NERVOUS, STRESSED OUT & INSERT ALL THE NEGATIVE THINGS YOU WANT. Then he brought me to Giant Putra Heights & i had lunch there. We were fighting, stressing out together, then around 4pm, he sent me home. & YES I WAS STILL STRESSED OUT because he didnt tell me anything. -_-' *& yes, i ditched Agama class just for them. Him. Oh whatever.* But i was excited because i actually got to go out with Azie earlier because she said she wanted to buy Iylias birthday present. *didnt know Azies plan was part of the plan too* Around less than 10 minutes after that, he called me then he said i left my things in his car. So then i was told to go out & take it. SUDDENLY, my GBS surprised me. Awh :') I was touched really but i cant cry anymore. Hihi. Mak penat menangis dah nyah. Hahah. They brought me cupcakes. I LOVE YOU GUYS! & thanks Saw Kah Chiun for being part of it. & later, we hung out at my house until around later in the evening then went to Summit after we fetched Arlina. & had cocktail at Iylias. Had fun that day. I love you guys! *hugs*

 3rd April 2010.
Invited some close friends & family for dinner at Wau Penyu, Solaris Dutamas. Then around 12am, they once again surprised me by that 'Flour Party'! Eventhough i was all covered up with flour, i still had fun & i love you guys. Yes, still! Hahaha. To those who didnt manage to come, its okay. Ill still love you guys too. & to those uninvited ones, sorry. I was given a limit. I love you guys too, nonetheless! <3

To sum it all up, i had fun on these 2 days early celebration! & today, being at home, lazying around, is worth it. Because the fun i had for the past 2 days was very tiring! Thanks to those who were part of it. Much love to you guys, from me! 19th birthday celebration is so far, the best celebration ive had! <3

Saturday, April 3, 2010


About a month or so ago, i did my wishlist for my birthday. I put hopes on them. But i know somehow rather, they wont come true. & i still hope for them. & i think i should just get rid of them all. Because they wont happen. At all. :') 


& i had fun on 2nd April 2010. Thanks bestfriends! I love you guys long lah. Hihi :D

P/S : Will post up pictures soon. & a shout out. :)